Shid

[Intro] how can I, how can You

[Verse] how can I be mad that I’m not falling in love when I was never even really looking

yeah we had was nice and I’ll put it on. You. Ate it up like you at my slop back in the kitchen.

I lied to myself so much. I believed it. youre resentful and now you’re secretly trying to get even

how is it that I settled for you and you’re the one walking away

how is it that you bought what I pedaled but I’m the one who will pay.

I will just sit here and be alone with you like this forever

Doesn’t matter that you’re with me, cause alone doesn’t mean we aren’t together

I wish I could fly away like a bird out the cage who still has feathers

that’s what I’m longing to do.

I think that we both deep down know we can’t be mad for never finding love.

so afraid that we will find it then lose it (for real)

The

so instead you settled?

Are you afraid that you’d never find perfect so you faked the thing on purpose, did you roll the loaded dice hedging our lives, and settled for wasting my time. (I did that to you)

now we must pretend that imperfect is perfect.

Please Make me believe it.

I wanna believe it.

I know you don’t see it, but I don’t believe it with you.

if I call you out, you’ll say a never ending list of examples, hundreds of reasons, you stay.

I won’t believe them because Id do the same thing if you switched me places, in the hot seat of blame, I’d do the same thing and lie to both our faces, tell you you’re amazing

And thankfully you are.

You’re just not perfect for me and I know I’m not perfect for you

No matter if you knew it or not

I knew I’ve been faking this whole thing from the start

and I think that you too have been faking too

It doesn’t mean I don’t love you, it just means that I don’t believe in me finding true love and I settled

And you settled.

I will just sit here and be alone with you like this forever

Doesn’t matter that you’re with me, cause alone doesn’t mean we aren’t together

I wish I could fly away like a bird out the cage who still has feathers

that’s what I’m longing to do.

I think that we both deep down know we can’t be mad for never finding love.

Too afraid that we will find it then lose it again.

Ooooooooooooo

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh

Lovveeeee

Fuuucccckkkkkk

Poopoo

Peepee

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