Lost in the Game of Us

Hey, I just gotta say this out loud

Thoughts I hold within, but they’re weighing me down

You said you’d take a break from gaming,

Focus on us, that’s what I was hoping for

But you took half a day off, then you’re back again,

Every night, it's the same old game we deplore

And I hear you say you wanted to sleep with me,

But you’re with your friends, I can’t compete

I see you care more about those guys,

Than what we gotta fix, what we gotta keep

It hurts to know I come second to your games,

I feel like I’m just a name in your fame

You say I don’t communicate, but what can I do?

It feels like I’m just talking to the shadows in you

You call me a bad girlfriend,

But I’m just trying to find some real in this mess

I’m tired of feeling invisible,

While you chase pixels and finesse

So I write this down to clear my mind,

Maybe you’ll understand one time

I’m sorry if I seem so harsh,

But loving you’s more than just a flash in the dark