Dragging

(Intro — distant, half-asleep)
Yeah… (yeah)
3AM again… (again)
same ceiling… same thoughts… (same shit)
I’m so damn tired… (so tired)
(Verse 1)
I been staring at the dark like it owes me shit (yeah)
Clock ticking loud, yeah I’m sick of it (tick-tick)
Mind won’t shut up, just a constant buzz (won’t stop)
Every little thought saying “you ain’t enough” (nah)
Pillow feel heavy like a brick on my skull (heavy)
Body worn down but my head’s still full (still full)
Close my eyes, it’s the same old tape (same loop)
Every memory playing out of place (outta place)
(Pre-Chorus)
And I try just to drift away (drift away)
But the silence makes the demons stay (they stay)
Every night it’s the same replay (same replay)
Wide awake when I shouldn’t be (no sleep)
(Chorus)
Dragging my feet to the beat in my head (dragging)
Low volume life but it’s loud as shit instead (too loud)
Can’t fall asleep, can’t get out of bed (I can’t)
Stuck in a loop I don’t fucking get (no way)
Morning light cutting straight through my room (too bright)
Came too fast, yeah it’s way too soon (too soon)
Every step got weight like lead (so heavy)
Dragging my feet to the beat again (again… yeah)
(Verse 2)
Alarm goes off like a gun to my chest (bang)
Heart jumps up but I still feel dead (still dead)
Sun creeping in through the blinds so slow (so slow)
But I don’t feel shit, I just go with the flow (numb)
Mirror got me like “who the hell is that?” (who that?)
Eyes all dull, yeah my soul went black (gone)
Music on just to feel okay (just a bit)
But even that starts to fade away (fade out)
(Pre-Chorus)
And I move but I ain’t awake (not awake)
Every step feels like a mistake (my bad)
Try to breathe but my chest feels tight (can’t breathe)
Like I never escaped last night (still stuck)
(Chorus)
Dragging my feet to the beat in my head (dragging)
Low volume life but it’s loud as shit instead (too loud)
Can’t fall asleep, can’t get out of bed (I can’t)
Stuck in a loop I don’t fucking get (no way)
Morning light cutting straight through my room (too bright)
Came too fast, yeah it’s way too soon (too soon)
Every step got weight like lead (so heavy)
Dragging my feet to the beat again (again… again)
(Bridge — quiet, cracked voice)
If I sleep, will it all reset? (reset?)
Or just dreams that I’ll still regret… (regret)
If I wake, will I feel okay? (okay?)
Or fake this shit through another day… (fake it)
(Outro)
Same damn song stuck in my brain (on repeat)
Same slow rhythm, same dull pain (same pain)
Step by step but I feel misled… (misled)
Still dragging… (dragging)
still fucked in my head… (in my head)

Dark ambient emo trap, slow heavy tempo, airy pads, distorted textures, deep gritty Cali voice, ghostly harmonized adlib