[Intro]
The house is quiet, but my mind won't sleep
Bills on the table, promises to keep
Everybody needs me, everybody calls my name
But nobody sees the weight, nobody feels the strain
[Verse 1]
I've spent my whole life carrying burdens that aren't mine
Giving away my strength one piece at a time
Trying to be the answer whenever people fall
While the cracks inside my soul grow deeper through it all
My kids need shoes, my wife needs peace
I keep telling myself the pressure's gonna cease
But every morning feels the same as yesterday
Running in circles while the years just fade away
[Pre-Chorus]
And some nights the darkness whispers in my ear
Saying, "Lay it down, you don't belong here"
But somewhere underneath the noise and fear
A quieter voice reminds me why I'm still here
[Chorus]
'Cause disappearing isn't healing
And leaving isn't freedom from the pain
The hurt may flood my heart tonight
But tomorrow brings another chance again
I'm tired, broken, worn and beaten
Feeling like the battle's slipping from my hands
But I know the answer isn't giving up
Even when I barely think I can
[Verse 2]
Depression's standing at my door again
Counting all my losses, calling me a has-been
Telling me I'm trapped, that I'll never move ahead
Filling every hopeful thought with doubt instead
Years keep passing, nothing seems to change
The dreams I had feel distant and estranged
Working every day just to stay afloat
Watching opportunities drift away like smoke
[Pre-Chorus]
And every smile I wear is getting harder to fake
Some days I don't know how much more I can take
But my children's eyes remind me what's true
They're watching how I fight my way through
[Chorus]
'Cause disappearing isn't healing
And leaving isn't freedom from the pain
The hurt may flood my heart tonight
But tomorrow brings another chance again
I'm tired, broken, worn and beaten
Feeling like the battle's slipping from my hands
But I know the answer isn't giving up
Even when I barely think I can
[Bridge]
Maybe I won't conquer every mountain today
Maybe the road ahead still looks the same
Maybe I'm exhausted from carrying the load
And maybe I still don't know where this life will go
But if all I can do is take one step tonight
Then one step is enough to keep me in the fight
I don't need all the answers, I just need to see
That there's still a reason not to stop believing
[Final Chorus]
'Cause disappearing isn't healing
And leaving isn't freedom from the pain
The storm may rage inside my heart
But storms don't last forever in the rain
I'm scarred, shaken, barely standing
But I'm stronger than the darkness wants me to believe
So I'll stay for one more sunrise
One more laugh, one more memory
And if tomorrow feels impossible
I'll face it just the same
One breath, one step, one more day
One more day.