(Verse 1)
Yeah, Ellie Ryan, we been talkin' every day,
Best friends, but inside I got a lot to say.
I’m keepin’ it real, but these feelings won’t fade,
I’m scared that this connection might slip away.
We laugh, we vibe, like we got all the time,
But girl, you got my heart, it’s like you’re readin’ my mind.
Every text, every call, just to hear your voice,
But what if one day, I don’t get a choice?
You make me feel safe, but I’m trapped in this space,
Afraid that the love I feel might just go to waste.
I’m loyal, I’m steady, but my heart’s on the line,
Hoping that you see me, Ellie Ryan, for real this time.
(Chorus)
Ellie, Ellie Ryan, don’t leave me in the dark,
I’m scared that you’ll break me, tear me apart.
We’re best friends, but my heart’s on the edge,
I’m fallin’ for you, girl, do you see the ledge?
Ellie, Ellie Ryan, I’m tryna be strong,
But the way that I feel, girl, it’s been so long.
I’m keepin’ it chill, but inside, I’m a mess,
Hoping that you’ll choose me, don’t let me second-guess.
(Verse 2)
We talk ‘bout our dreams, you laugh at my jokes,
I’m deep in my feelings, but I try not to show.
I’m thinkin’ ‘bout us, but you’re just in my head,
You’re makin’ me feel like I’m already dead.
You’re not tryin’ to hurt me, but my heart’s in the grind,
Insecure, I’m doubting if you’d ever be mine.
What if I put it out, then you pull back the chain?
I’d be left with this heartache, drownin’ in pain.
But still, I can't stop, I can't let you go,
Every little moment with you’s like a show.
I’m scared to take the risk, but I’m feelin’ this fire,
Ellie Ryan, girl, you’re my one desire.
(Chorus)
Ellie, Ellie Ryan, don’t leave me in the dark,
I’m scared that you’ll break me, tear me apart.
We’re best friends, but my heart’s on the edge,
I’m fallin’ for you, girl, do you see the ledge?
Ellie, Ellie Ryan, I’m tryna be strong,
But the way that I feel, girl, it’s been so long.
I’m keepin’ it chill, but inside, I’m a mess,
Hoping that you’ll choose me, don’t let me second-guess.
(Bridge)
I’m just tryna hold it down, keep my head up high,
But I know I can’t fight what’s in my eyes.
I’m not askin’ for forever, just a piece of your time,
But if you leave me broken, girl, I won’t survive.
I’m tryin’ to be real, to give you all of me,
But I’m scared you’ll see the weakness, that you’ll just leave.
Ellie Ryan, don’t let this fade away,
Tell me that I’m worth it, don’t push me away.
(Outro)
Ellie, Ellie Ryan, I’m caught in between,
Fearing the unknown, but I’m still tryna dream.
Best friends, I want more, I’m just lettin’ you know,
If you feel the same, girl, don’t let me go.