Never thought I'd develop those feelings,The type of feelings I've
never had in my life.
I don't know how it feels to love someone,Until I met him.
Someone I can never have,
Not even in my dreams.
But I just imagine having him
In my dream.
A dream that'll never come true.
It's all about him.
Him..him..him...him
Having him in my
Imagination world while
Living the most happiest
Moments with him.
Imagining him being happy
With me.
Hmmm.......
Him?all I could say is
He's popular and known
He's wealthy and healthy
He's an idol,I'm just a fangirl
He's somebody,I'm nobody
Will he ever fall for me??
Even if we have the chance
To meet??
It's something I wished for...
A wish that makes fun of me
Knowing I'll never be his taste.
He's older than me,
But age is just a number
Even if I can't have him
I want to be of help in the
Future.
I want to work with him
And look at him like a brother
Because I don't call him an idol
I call him an angel
What do I say??
Yes! I love him.
He's so sweet because he's suga,
Suga...the sweetest man I've
Ever laid my eyes on.
But I hate the fact that he won't
see me as anything than a fangirl
Army......And I won't say I'm
Just forcing myself on him,
He deserved to be forced on.
Don't know all about him
His feelings,his health
But I just want him to keep
Smiling and live the life to
the fullest,like you once said
to jhope when a fan said he's cute,but he couldn't respond cuz he was shy.
You told him "she said you're cute".
But he just smiled and asked
What if it was you..what will
you do?...and you responded that
I'll just live the life to the fullest.
Are you living it the way you said
I hope so..all I pray for is your zero
thoughts,zero depression and
Healthiness.
I have a lot to say, but silly
me will just want to work
with you in the future because
heaven and earth knows you will
never be mine.but God didn't say
so,even if he didn't I don't
know but I hope you find
the perfect match and someone
Who will understand you
Love you.
I still love those feelings
that sting my heart just from
thinking about you and imagining
life with you.
I still love those cat eyes those
personalities of yours and the
savage life.
But I won't call it savage because
People like you are rare in this world
You're just so different in
your own world and special.
I'm waiting for the next life
cuz I promise to be with you
even if it'll be hard to believe.
Please eat well,sleep well
Stay and keep loving bts
no matter what,I just want
you to keep smiling.
The fact that water and fire can
never be together,tells a lot
a lot about my poem for you.
And I'll keep supporting you
no matter what.
Maybe not this life,maybe not the next life....but life time I just
want to keep supporting you
because........I chased the moon
only to realize it was meant to be
admired from afar.
INDEED, A BIRD AND FISH
CAN FALL IN LOVE,
BUT WHERE WILL
THEY LIVE...😔
