By the ocean

What am I thinking? I don't know how to say this but I was walking by the ocean waves where there was a boy named Hunter. There was a girl that was me there. I never knew I had to say something but I was too scared to say it but I know he didn't like me. But I had to change all that because I was walking by the ocean and he couldn't tell me what to do. But I wish he was my boyfriend because I love him because I love him. I know he's just my friend but at least I should try to do what I should do and I know it's not much at all. So we were walking by the ocean. We were walking by the ocean walk walking by the ocean and I told him I loved him so so so so so much and I was so mad because he was with another girl so I jumped in the water and then he saved me but he knew he loved another girl but did it but she brought me to the shore and then he kissed me.