[Verse 1]
Name on my tongue like blood
Peyton Roi, it stains my teeth
Print your pictures, pin ’em up
Watch you breathing through a screen
Every hallway, every echo
I trace your shadow in my head
If I can’t have you in my arms
I’ll drag you living to my bed
[Chorus]
This is my fucked up love letter
Written in the dark to you
Every twisted, little secret
Says I’ll have you, Peyton, soon
If I gotta burn this world down
Just to feel your heartbeat move
This is my fucked up love letter
Every line is tied to you
[Verse 2]
Male voice:
I’m outside your window, waiting
Count your footsteps, one by one
Know the way your neck curls sideways
When you’re laughing at your phone
Got a rope of all my wishes
Woven tight around your name
If you fight, I pull it tighter
If you run, I stake my claim
Female voice:
You keep saying that you love me
But you love the way I bleed
You don’t care about my breathing
You just want to own the key
To my bedroom, to my rib cage
To the parts I never show
Say you’ll keep me here forever
Like a bruise that doesn’t go
[Chorus]
This is my fucked up love letter
Written in the dark to you
Every twisted, little secret
Says I’ll have you, Peyton, soon
If I gotta stain my own hands
Just to feel your heartbeat move
This is my fucked up love letter
Every line is tied to you
[Bridge]
Watching you sleep in my head again
You don’t even know that we’re close
Dress you up in all my nightmares
Strip you down to just your bones
If I can’t hold you while you’re breathing
I’ll still carve you in my room
On the walls, on my reflection
Peyton, I’ll be there too (yeah)
[Chorus]
This is my fucked up love letter
Written in the dark to you
Every twisted, little secret
Says I’ll have you, Peyton, soon
If I gotta drag my soul down
Just to feel your heartbeat move
This is my fucked up love letter
Every line is tied to you