I try and I try so hard
To put a smile on your face
But I'm not being fair to me
I think it's time to walk away
I'm tired of trying to prove myself to you
And sometimes dreams don't come true
(Chorus)
I'm not the devil you think I am
I'm not going to be your sacrificial lamb
I'm not the monster you paint me to be
I'm not going to beg for you on my knees
Baby you're not God
And I'm not going to worship you
Baby I'm gone
Saying goodbye
To your sinful lies
I'm starting over
Starting new
Telling the story from my point of view
I'm not the villain
I'm not the one dressed in black
I'm not the one who has to say sorry
I'm not the one who pushed me back
Against the wall
Against my will
Took my voice
Unable to say
I'm not okay