Lost

(verse 1)

I know I shouldn't do it

I should be the good girl everyone thinks I am

Smile, laugh, put on a brave face, stay away from anything bad

But the bottle of tequila in the desk drawer washes away my anxiety

The marijuana I keep under my mattress keeps my bad thoughts below the surface

The guy that's five years older make me feel like I have no insecurities

How is the good girl supposed to stay away from all things bad when all things bad keeps the good girl alive

(Chorus)

Clouds turn to fire

Lightning strikes

Wind blows faster

It's a hurricane outside

Spinning and spinning

Destroying everything it finds

And I'm stuck in the eye

No such luck

I'm getting lost in the sky

(Verse 2)

I'm still young and I know how to hide the whiskey on my breath

I knows that the best hiding spot for pills is a whole in the wall covered with a canvas

I know how to skip class without getting caught

And I know no one will notice because their all hiding their own secrets

(Chorus)

Clouds turn to fire

Lightning strikes

Wind blows faster

It's a hurricane outside

Spinning and spinning

Destroying everything it finds

And I'm stuck in the eye

No such luck

I'm getting lost in the sky

(Bridge)

Storms burning heavy and I don't see a rainbow in sight

I need a little fixture

Need a little light

A way out of the shadow

A way out of the thunder

But that's not possible tonight

(Chorus)

Clouds turn to fire

Lightning strikes

Wind blows faster

It's a hurricane outside

Spinning and spinning

Destroying everything it finds

And I'm stuck in the eye

No such luck

I'm getting lost in the sky

(Outro)

I don't want to feel

I don't want to deal

Hide it all away

So it never sees the light of day

I don't want all these emotions

Don't want my heart beating like a drum

I don't want to feel anything

I just want to be numb