Hook:
I been in my own lane, flyin’ solo,
Nobody in the whip but the pain and the dolo.
Turned my phone off, I don’t talk to ’em no more,
Sometimes you gotta lose the crowd just to grow more.
I been feelin’ like a ghost in my hometown,
All this noise round me, still I feel no sound.
Isolation made me see what I stand for,
Had to close every door just to find one door.
Verse 1:
Four walls and a notebook, that’s my company,
Turn the silence to a beat, let it run with me.
It’s a difference bein’ lonely and alone,
I was surrounded by people but my soul on its own.
They ain’t ever understand what I chase,
They just wanted me around for the taste.
When the love turned fake, I could feel it,
Had to fall back, had to heal it.
Verse 2:
Scrollin’ through the Gram, see ’em postin’ up together,
I’m at home, hoodie on, tryna piece back my center.
Thoughts loud in my head, it’s a full-blown crowd,
But outside I’m quiet, I don’t talk that loud.
Used to think I needed everybody by my side,
Now I know the truth, it was ego, it was pride.
Once I cut the noise and the dead conversations,
I could hear my own voice, finally got confirmation.
Verse 3:
Isolation turned the room to a mirror,
Everything I’m runnin’ from get clearer.
All the flaws, all the lies I believed in,
All the wounds that I hid, still bleedin’.
So I patched ’em with the work and the self-love,
Talked to God in the dark ’til the sun up.
Now when they say I changed, that’s a fact,
I ain’t goin’ back.
Spoken outro (over beat fade):
Sometimes you gotta disappear to really show up.
It’s cool if they don’t get it…
The vision wasn’t for them anyway.
Hook (short reprise)