[Verse 1]
I met you young, stressed out, heart full of static
Whispered, “Take one sip,” now the whole thing tragic
I lived inside the bottle with the gold label glow
Had you feelin’ ten feet tall every time you hit the throat
I was king in the bathroom stall under neon lights
Powder on the counter make the dark feel bright
Rolled tight in a dollar bill stained with your sweat
You looked into the mirror, I said, “You ain’t done yet”
I made your heartbeat race like cops behind the V
Turned your calm little thoughts into anxiety
Had your moms up prayin’ while you sniffed another line
I stole your sense of self one little piece at a time
Your homies saw the shift but you defended my name
Like, “I got it under control,” while I tightened the chains
I made your girl cry rivers while you stumbled through the door
But every time you broke down, you came back for more
[Verse 2]
I sat beside your family at the table like a ghost
Forks clinkin’ in silence while I held you the most
I turned your house cold, filled the walls with tension
Had your little cousins scared every time you mentioned
Anger, pain, regret, I amplified it all
Turned a strong grown man to a shadow in the hall
Club bathroom, locked stall, jaw grindin’ sideways
Nose numb, pupils wide, you ain’t slept in five days
I loved when you’d panic, shaky hands on the sink
That moment in the mirror when you hated how you think
I told you, “Take another, all this pain’ll disappear”
Whole time I was feedin’ off your trauma and fear
I made funerals awkward, birthdays incomplete
Had you losin’ everybody that was keepin’ you on feet
But lately you been fightin’, I can feel you pull away
You ain’t answerin’ my calls every night, every day
And I hate that look you got, that fire in your stare
‘Cause if you finally beat me… I disappear 🎙️