[Verse 1]
Seventeen
Borrowed jacket
Borrowed time
You were twenty-three
Driving way too fast down my mind
You said
"You’re safe here"
Hands at ten and two on the wheel
I believed you
Like the only thing that was real
[Pre-Chorus]
You saved me from the shouting in my house
From every slammed door
Every doubt
[Chorus]
Halfway home at seventeen
I fell in love with what you seemed
You got a ring
You changed your name
I learned to love her just the same
Now you don’t want me
But you check my phone
You don’t want me to be alone
You don’t love me
But you still care
Just enough to keep me there (oh)
[Verse 2]
Sunday porch light
Her bare feet paint the steps in gold
I bring red wine
You brag about how brave I’ve grown
I laugh too loud
Hide the way my stomach turns
Two chairs
Three hearts
Watching all the candles burn
[Pre-Chorus]
You pull me in just close enough to stay
Then push me back where I can’t walk away
[Chorus]
Halfway home at seventeen
I fell in love with what we seemed
You got a ring
You changed your name
I started loving both your names
Now you don’t want me
But you call at night
Asking who is holding me tight
You don’t choose me
But you still care
Just enough to keep me there (hey)
[Bridge]
I’m not your secret
I’m not your spare key
I’m not the space you run to
When you feel empty
If you don’t want me
Let me go
I deserve a love
You don’t control (oh yeah)
[Chorus]
Halfway home at seventeen
I gave you every in-between
You built a house
You locked the door
Still you’re watching my front porch
You don’t want me
But you guard the gate
Scared that someone else won’t wait
You don’t choose me
So I choose air
Walk away
Leave you right there
[Outro]
Seventeen is over now
I’m not coming back around
You don’t want me
I can tell
And I won’t keep living in your hell