Deconstruction

I've decided just to let religion go (religion go)/Sick of conviction diggin deep inside my soul (side my soul)/I've been playin flirtin on both sides of the fence (fence)/Been askin questions questioning the higher power ever since/I don't know what it is I don't know what led me to drop my faith/Who else in a season of deconstruction how long will it take? (will it take)/What's the point to an afterlife the point to just existin (existin)/Why am I still so hesitant rippin off this bandage of a Christian

Not tryna preach at you now (no no no)/Been in this season right now (oh whoa whoa)/Ain't been to church in a while (oh no no)/Been deeply lost in the crowd where do I go (go)

I've been deconstructing this is deconstruction/Faith is deconstructing losing all instruction/I've been deconstructing this is deconstruction/Faith is deconstructing losing all instruction

The devil just tryna toy with you most believers wanna say to me/Not sure I feel lifted anymore lately when people pray for me/I mean I witnessed the supernatural I done witness crazy miracles/Guess I'm just some religious nut who picked up the label spiritual/Why God let Satan roam why is there too many fatherless homes/Why we been blindy brainwashed manipulated and controlled?/Searchin for the answers but they slip right through my hands/Tired of the sermons that I will never grasp to understand

Not tryna preach at you now (no no no)/Been in this season right now (oh whoa whoa)/Ain't been to church in a while (oh no no)/Been deeply lost in the crowd where do I go (go)

I've been deconstructing this is deconstruction/Faith is deconstructing losing all instruction/I've been deconstructing this is deconstruction/Faith is deconstructing losing all instruction

How can I dare to walk away? My soul probably weak since I don't pray/It's been weeks ever since I've last prayed don't even remember my last Sunday/Service, is it in service for me? Do you even still have a purpose for me/I can't quite hear you God, has it just been me talkin to me?

Not tryna preach at you now (no no no)/Been in this season right now (oh whoa whoa)/Ain't been to church in a while (oh no no)/Been deeply lost in the crowd where do I go (go)

I've been deconstructing this is deconstruction/Faith is deconstructing losing all instruction/I've been deconstructing this is deconstruction/Faith is deconstructing losing all instruction