Still Standing (Pain Inside)

[Verse 1]
I been moving quiet, I don’t speak on what I feel
Ever since my dad died, I ain’t been the same for real
Lost one of the realest, yeah it broke me deep inside
Now I fake a smile daily, got this pain I gotta hide

Depression hit heavy, I been stuck inside my mind
Tryna find a way out but I’m running out of time
Scared to even open up, scared to even cry
Feel like if I show it, they gon’ judge me or just slide

[Pre-Chorus]
I been hurting, I ain’t say a word
Feel invisible like I ain’t heard

[Chorus]
I’m still standing, but I’m barely here
Fighting all this pain, drowning in my fears
They see me smiling, they don’t see the tears
I been feeling lost for so many years

Still standing, but I’m worn down
Carrying the weight, I might just drown
I give my all, they don’t give back
I’m surrounded, still alone like that

[Verse 2]
Lost my ex, felt like I lost it all again
Now it’s just me, I don’t even call no friends
I’m there for everybody when they need a hand
But when I need somebody, ain’t nobody there

Sick of taking care of people every day
When I’m breaking down, who gon’ make me okay?
Feel like I don’t belong, like I shouldn’t be here
Like if I disappeared, would they even care?

[Bridge]
I been questioning life, like what’s the point?
Every day feel heavy, every breath feel joint
Mind going places I don’t wanna go
But deep down inside… I don’t wanna let go

[Chorus]
I’m still standing, but I’m barely here
Fighting all this pain, drowning in my fears
They see me smiling, they don’t see the tears
I been feeling lost for so many years

[Outro]
If I fall, would they notice me?
If I call, would they come for me?
I don’t know… but I’m still here
Yeah… I’m still here.

Pain/rap (like Rod Wave)