Decipher

[voice 1: WorldPatternz]**Verse 1:**

Been messing with my head, it's all I can see

Nourish, cherish, encourage

That beauty was one of a kind, almost divine

But you never wanted to water the bud

Blurry eyes, mist marauding my mind

Killing all visibility

So tell me lady, is this your intention?

Wanting to end it all before we flourish

**Chorus:**

Try to decipher all the signs you've been showing

You've been messing with my head and keeping me from growing

Try to decipher what you said and what you mean

You've been messing with my head, it's all I can see

**Verse 2:**

14 months this October, the world grows colder

Every day we're getting older

Each day that passes lessens the chances

That I could bear this weather

So why make me stay?

**Bridge:**

If you feel the way that you say you do

Feel the way you did before I met you

Now all I can do is try

*[Chorus]*

##freestyle

If I tried to make you love me again

Would you give it to me straight

Or would you pretend?

Pretend to be a friend knowing what I think

Or play obstacle avoidance to keep me from your scene

Why,make me stay around you

If you feel the way you say you do

Can I change it? Or do you feel the way you did before I met you

**Verse 3:**

Your words say stay but your actions push away

One moment cold, then warm the very next day

Mixed signals flashing like broken traffic lights

What am I supposed to believe

When everything contradicts what you speak?

**Final Chorus:**

Still trying to decipher all the signs you've been showing

You've been messing with my head and keeping me from growing

Try to decipher what you said and what you mean

You've been messing with my head

Fuck, you can't ever say I didn't try

Fuck, maybe you can I forget how much you lie

Goddamn,why,why do I do this to myself?

GODDAMN, I'm a masochistic piece of shit

(Three decades, 30 goddamn years,

Consuming all your problems [repeat x3]), put mine on the back burner

Ignoring my own fucking tears

Constantly flogging myself, berating myself, dreams put on a shelf,so I can hold your hand walk you through hell.

But How far do we have to go? At what point was I left all alone. Why the fuck did I continue walking this road? When I have no fucking clue where it goes? Starting to feel the truth and it's Cold, but embrace it I will, before I lose the last bit of my soul, wherever you went, whatever you are doing, just know. That the path you had me on is once again yours alone. Don't have as much time left here as we'd like to think. Imma be bold, Imma spend that time on the mend, for my soul

So Try to decipher, these signs I'm now holding, fucked with my head,but growth I've been showing

Try to uncover, these words and what they mean, I ain't fucking with you, fuck what you said it's not love you've been showing

Try to decipher, or don't yours ain't my story

Whatever your choice I've gotta get going

Try to decipher....try to decipher

Try to decipher....try, try, try