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WHY AM I LIKE THIS!
I wake up clenched
like I slept through a fight
Jaw tight
hands ready
for nothing and everything
Why am I like this
Silence feels loaded
Peace feels rented
Every calm moment
comes with fine print
I don’t flinch for drama
I flinch for memory
WHY DOES MY BODY
REMEMBER WHAT MY MOUTH WON’T SAY
WHY DOES MY HEART
BEAT LIKE IT’S ESCAPING
WHY DO I PREPARE FOR IMPACT
IN EMPTY ROOMS
WHY AM I LIKE THIS
Breath tastes like iron
Thoughts move in straight lines
toward worst-case endings
I didn’t imagine
I observed
(Scream long, tearing)
I LEARNED TOO EARLY
AND I LEARNED TOO WELL
I SAW WHAT HAPPENS
WHEN HOPE GETS COMFORTABLE
I DON’T TRUST SOFT LANDINGS
I TRUST MY FEET
WHY AM I LIKE THIS
I don’t crumble
I lock in
I don’t heal pretty
I heal correct
Every scar still works
Nothing decorative
SCREAM (rhythmic, relentless)
I WAS BUILT
FOR WHAT BROKE OTHERS
I WAS SHAPED
BY WHAT THEY RAN FROM
I DON’T NEED SAVING
I NEED ROOM
WHY AM I LIKE THIS
WHY!
WHY AM I LIKE THIS
(FINAL SCREAM held, raw)
BECAUSE I SURVIVED
WITHOUT PERMISSION
AND LIFE
NEVER TAUGHT ME
HOW TO COME BACK
DOWN
I WAKE UP ANGRY
AND I DON’T KNOW AT WHO
I CARRY A FIRE
THAT DOESN’T KEEP ME WARM
I TRY TO SIT STILL
BUT MY NERVES PACE CIRCLES
LIKE THEY’RE WAITING
FOR BAD NEWS TO DROP
WHY DO I FEEL CORNERED
IN WIDE OPEN SPACES
WHY DOES MY NAME
SOUND LIKE A WARNING
WHY AM I LIKE THIS
I don’t remember choosing this
I remember adapting
Every lesson came loud
Every mistake stayed permanent
I DON’T RELAX
I STAND DOWN
I DON’T DREAM
I SCAN
I DON’T HOPE
I MEASURE DISTANCE
BETWEEN ME
AND DISAPPOINTMENT
SCREAM (rolling, breathless)
I’M NOT AFRAID OF DYING
I’M AFRAID OF GETTING SOFT
I’M AFRAID OF FORGETTING
WHAT HUNGER TAUGHT ME
WHY AM I LIKE THIS
I watched people fold
after they were told
they were safe
I watched mercy get used
as leverage
(SCREAM full rupture)
DON’T CALL IT DAMAGE
CALL IT TRAINING
CALL IT EVIDENCE
CALL IT SURVIVAL
WITH TEETH
I DON’T NEED PEACE
I NEED HONEST GROUND
(SCREAM slower, crushing)
I WASN’T RAISED BY LOVE
I WAS RAISED BY CONSEQUENCES
I WASN’T GIVEN TIME
I TOOK IT
WHY AM I LIKE THIS
Final stretch — no relief
(FINAL SCREAM held until voice breaks)
BECAUSE LIFE HIT FIRST
AND NEVER SAID STOP
AND I LEARNED
THE ONLY WAY OUT
WAS
THROUGH
Details
GeneratedJan 24, 2026
Duration5:44
LanguageEnglish
Style
Harmonica,
Accordian, piano, SCREAM, accordian jazz, soul, gospel jazz, metal scream, bounce
Credits
Prompt by
SoviSilentHyena
SoviSilentHyenaModelAria v5
