Wound that won’t close

Verse 1]

I told you everything I never said to anyone else

I let you into corners of me I barely knew

And you walked out with pieces of me in your hands

I don’t know when it happened

I only know the moment I saw it:

The betrayal like a blade pressed against my chest

I can’t stop seeing the way you smiled at them

The way you whispered things you promised me

The way you made me feel invisible while pretending

Like nothing had changed

Like the person I trusted most was never there

And I hate myself for expecting loyalty

I hate myself for thinking friendship could be sacred

I hate that it hurts this much

And I hate that I let you in

You left a wound I can feel in my bones

A hollow place where I used to trust

I scream in the silence and you don’t hear me

You don’t even know the weight you carried out

And I keep asking myself why

Why the person I loved most could hurt me like this

I replay every word I said, every secret I gave

And I see it in your eyes, like a game

You never cared, or maybe you just cared too little

I wanted to be your safe place

And I became the proof that you could destroy someone quietly

I can’t look at you the same

I can’t even look at myself without seeing your shadow

I wanted to be enough

I wanted to believe in you

And all I have now is this cut

And it will not close

You left a wound I can feel in my bones

A hollow place where I used to trust

You don’t see it, you don’t feel it

And I keep bleeding silently, wishing I could undo it

The person I loved most became the person I fear

And I will carry this scar long after you forget

I trusted you

And maybe that was my mistake

But I will never forget the way you broke me

And left me in pieces you walked away from