[Intro]
Yeah, it's a war inside, no peace in sight
Fightin' demons in my mind, tryin' to find the light
[Verse 1]
They whisper, they scream, got me trapped in my head
Voices loud like a crowd, feelin' torn, feelin' led
Every battle, every scar, a story I don't show
Fightin' shadows in the dark, but I don't let it show
Thoughts heavy like a stone, weighin' down my chest
Pushin' through the pain, tryin' just to do my best
In the mirror, face my fears, know I gotta stand tall
But sometimes I just wanna crawl, let the darkness swallow all
Flashbacks, mental attacks, paranoia on replay
Even when I pray, it’s hard to find a way
To care in this moment, numb to the emotion
Fightin' for my soul, stuck in the slow motion
[Chorus]
I survive my own mind, I fight to stay alive
Rain down on me, let me feel, let me thrive
This is my war, my day, my night to grind
Hold on to hope, I’ma keep fightin' to survive
I’ma keep fightin' to survive
Hold on to hope, I’ma keep fightin' to survive
Yeah, I survive
[Verse 2]
Thoughts twist, fists clenched, battle in my brain
Chaos, my refuge, drownin’ in the pain
Feelin' so lost, caught inside a storm, so fierce
Trying to breathe, trying to believe, but I keep hearin’ the fear
Every night, same fight, can’t escape, can’t run
Screamin’ in my mind, but I ain’t got a gun, just my voice
Clingin’ to the hope that I’ll make it to the mornin’ light
Walk through the shadows, fightin’ dark with all my might
Designed to break, but I refuse to fold
Strength in my tears, stories yet untold
Yeah, I’m battle scarred, but I ain’t broken
Real talk, this struggle's been my only token
[Chorus]
I survive my own mind, I fight to stay alive
Rain down on me, let me feel, let me thrive
This is my war, my day, my night to grind
Hold on to hope, I’ma keep fightin' to survive
I’ma keep fightin' to survive
Hold on to hope, I’ma keep fightin' to survive
Yeah, I survive
[Bridge]
Break it down, confession — I’m tired, I’m scarred
Fighting in the silence, fighting with my own guard
Tell me that I’ll make it, tell me I’m not lost
Love myself enough to pay whatever the cost
Demons in my head, voices in a loop
Tryna find peace, but I’m trapped in my truth
It’s a war, it’s a fight, every single night
But I won’t give up, I won’t lose the light
[Final Chorus]
I survive my own mind, I fight to stay alive
Rain down on me, let me feel, let me thrive
This is my war, my day, my night to grind
Hold on to hope, I’ma keep fightin' to survive
Yeah, I survive
Hold on to hope, I’ma keep fightin' to survive
I survive
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