War Inside My Mind

Yeah, it's a war inside, no peace in sight

Fightin' demons in my mind, tryin' to find the light

They whisper, they scream, got me trapped in my head

Voices loud like a crowd, feelin' torn, feelin' led

Every battle, every scar, a story I don't show

Fightin' shadows in the dark, but I don't let it show

Thoughts heavy like a stone, weighin' down my chest

Pushin' through the pain, tryin' just to do my best

In the mirror, face my fears, know I gotta stand tall

But sometimes I just wanna crawl, let the darkness swallow all

Flashbacks, mental attacks, paranoia on replay

Even when I pray, it’s hard to find a way

To care in this moment, numb to the emotion

Fightin' for my soul, stuck in the slow motion

I survive my own mind, I fight to stay alive

Rain down on me, let me feel, let me thrive

This is my war, my day, my night to grind

Hold on to hope, I’ma keep fightin' to survive

I’ma keep fightin' to survive

Hold on to hope, I’ma keep fightin' to survive

Yeah, I survive

Thoughts twist, fists clenched, battle in my brain

Chaos, my refuge, drownin’ in the pain

Feelin' so lost, caught inside a storm, so fierce

Trying to breathe, trying to believe, but I keep hearin’ the fear

Every night, same fight, can’t escape, can’t run

Screamin’ in my mind, but I ain’t got a gun, just my voice

Clingin’ to the hope that I’ll make it to the mornin’ light

Walk through the shadows, fightin’ dark with all my might

Designed to break, but I refuse to fold

Strength in my tears, stories yet untold

Yeah, I’m battle scarred, but I ain’t broken

Real talk, this struggle's been my only token

I survive my own mind, I fight to stay alive

Rain down on me, let me feel, let me thrive

This is my war, my day, my night to grind

Hold on to hope, I’ma keep fightin' to survive

I’ma keep fightin' to survive

Hold on to hope, I’ma keep fightin' to survive

Yeah, I survive

Break it down, confession — I’m tired, I’m scarred

Fighting in the silence, fighting with my own guard

Tell me that I’ll make it, tell me I’m not lost

Love myself enough to pay whatever the cost

Demons in my head, voices in a loop

Tryna find peace, but I’m trapped in my truth

It’s a war, it’s a fight, every single night

But I won’t give up, I won’t lose the light

I survive my own mind, I fight to stay alive

Rain down on me, let me feel, let me thrive

This is my war, my day, my night to grind

Hold on to hope, I’ma keep fightin' to survive

Yeah, I survive

Hold on to hope, I’ma keep fightin' to survive

I survive