Half of me

You got half of me, but you walked away

Left me with silence I didn’t deserve to stay

Still sleep on your side, still feel your name

I wish I hated you, but I love you the same

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I replay nights like movies on loop

You said forever, but dipped on the truth

Now I’m here with these walls and the rain

Tryna pour out my hurt, but it all feel the same

I gave you songs, you gave me doubt

I gave my soul, you turned around

But I still wear your voice in my head

Still feel your touch in this empty bed

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You think I left ‘cause I didn’t care

But I was breaking, you weren’t aware

I begged for your eyes, begged to be seen

But you were lost in your pain — forgot about me

I cried in silence, behind closed doors

You were hurting, but I hurt more

Still love you, but I needed light

And you kept pullin’ me into the night

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You got half of me, but you walked away

Left me with silence I didn’t deserve to stay

Still sleep on your side, still feel your name

I wish I hated you, but I love you the same

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You: I should’ve heard you when you said “I’m not fine”

Her: I should’ve held on one more time

You: But we got lost in our pride, in our fights

Her: Still dream of us on quiet nights

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You got half of me, and it still won’t fade

Even though I act like I’m okay

Your ghost still breathes in every song I play

I wish I hated you… but I don’t, not today