Found a hell nobody’s ever heard of
Oh look, it’s my dreams, get your word up
Wake up they always told me in school
Told me I wasn’t cool
Writing would never pay the bills get the cheap thrills provide for my kids
Oh wait do I care?
No
I’m out here getting paid making moves showing up
But wait, C, are you sure about that? Are you sure you ain’t cap? Are you sure you can rap?
Shut up
Shut it down
Stop singing stop rhyming I hope you drown
Okay
Here I am now
Trying to figure this shit out
Should I sing should I rap should I just spit it all out?
Bye bye they say
Have a nice day
It ain’t easy being so
Wait I can’t say that
Rewind the damn track
Flip it back
Let’s go back to rapping about that whack in my head in my brain it ain’t dead I ain’t dead I’ll rap till there’s lead in the shed food on the table gotta feed my girls gotta break these cycles they told me I’d never end up like Marshall
All I ever wanted to be was somebody here I am
Somebody on the gram
Somebody in the fam
Somebody driving a Ram
Bought the house
Found out it didn’t fix the living hell in the shell of my body of my brain of my fame it’s too much now too much
I want to go back to nothing
Where peace and quiet were something
Were the monsters in my head weren’t mumbling and trembling and trying to knock me out and make me shout
Oh boy
The chorus is heating up here we are about to nu-
Bye bye now
Back to the basics wake up they tell me wake up Shelly