Not By Far

*intro*

You were my best friend

We shared everything

You took your last steps without thinking of me

I could've helped

I would've wanted to

Now I'm just sitting here

Missing you

*Verse 1*

We spent every day

Pissing away

All of our time

We took all of our fears and

All of our tears and pushed them far away

Skating to the park and going on long drives (on long drives)

You needed help but I was blind...

*chorus*

I wish that we could still be friends

But there's 6 feet between

Your ears and my lips

I wish I could've helped you

I wish you could've pulled through

The first thing I would say if I saw you again

I would say God damn I'm glad to see my

best friend

*Verse 2*

I want you to know that your mom is doing ok

I check on her on holidays

Your brother is getting married

He's someone that helped me carry

You to your final home

Your peaceful plot for your soul to roam

I wish I could have you near

I have to settle for the ground upon which I peer

I talk to your headstone

Your responses I will never know.

I hope you're happy where you are.

I don't think I'm behind you that far...