Things I don’t believe in

Wooooo

Yea

I don't believe this journey ever gets easier,

I don't believe the nightmare ever fades some days,

I don't believe these demons stop torturing my mind and soul,

I don't believe it won't feel like just yesterday.

I don't believe these triggers ever stop,

Those physical feelings from the past still coming strong,

I don't believe these emotions ever stop screaming,

Screaming for a way out, screaming to belong.

There's a lot I've learned to not believe in over the years,

A whole lot of lessons written in blood, sweat, and tears,



But in everything I've learned to NOT believe in,

I have learned to believe in recovery,

Oh, I have learned to believe in recovery. ❤️‍🩹

Maybe that's the secret,

We learn to handle ourselves daily,

One day at a time just to get to the next,

We handle our business, we face our demons straight on.[Chorus]

Now triggers are a sign of how strong I’ve become,

And nightmares are just reminders of how far I've come,

All the things I do not believe will ever change,

Are my motivation, my reason, my reminder.

If I didn't have 'em, I wouldn't be here still today,

Let's be honest.

I'll forever smile through the pain,

Break down in silence,

Carry on like it's nothing,

Cry invisibly, laugh it off.

Don't ever judge,

Unless you're in recovery you just can't understand. 🫡

10 years - should be more like 16 but hey I'm human too,

And I will NEVER regret the life I've lived,

The chapters that I've written, the lessons that I learned,

It's what has molded me into who I am today.

All the things I don't believe in,

Taught me to believe in recovery,

Yeah, I believe in recovery. 💪🏽