Yeah…
One year ago today, you looked at me like I was enough…
I just hope you still do…
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[Hook]
One year ago today, you smiled a little different
Now I stare at your face and I can feel the distance
You still hold me close, but your heart feel missin’
And I’m scared you miss the old you when you listen
I know I ain’t the prettiest girl all the time
And my anxiety be makin’ me lose my mind
I know I overthink, cry, and ask if you’re fine
But baby tell me… are you still happy being mine?
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[Verse 1]
We went from late night talks to forever plans
From “what are we?” to holdin’ onto each other’s hands
I remember when you looked at me like heaven
Now I count every silence like it’s some kind of weapon
And maybe it’s me, maybe I changed too much
Maybe my broken thoughts started killin’ your touch
I swear I try hard even when I’m fallin’ apart
But anxiety got a way of attackin’ the heart
You say you love me, but your eyes look tired
And I’m terrified I’m no longer what you desired
I know I get emotional, insecure, hard to read
But every broken piece of me still loves you endlessly
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[Bridge – melodic]
I’m sorry if I’m hard to handle sometimes
Sorry if my storms keep cloudin’ your skies
I know I’m not perfect… I know that
But I loved you with everything I had
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[Hook]
One year ago today, you smiled a little different
Now I stare at your face and I can feel the distance
You still hold me close, but your heart feel missin’
And I’m scared you miss the old you when you listen
I know I ain’t the prettiest girl all the time
And my anxiety be makin’ me lose my mind
I know I overthink, cry, and ask if you’re fine
But baby tell me… are you still happy being mine?
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[Verse 2 – rap gets deeper]
I see the old pictures, your laugh looked alive
Now I wonder if I’m the reason that light died
You deserve peace, not somebody always scared
Not somebody constantly askin’ if you care
But the truth is…
I love you more than my pride
More than the nights I secretly cried
More than the voices tellin’ me leave
‘Cause losing you is my worst dream
And maybe you don’t notice when I stare at you
Thinkin’ how lucky I am you stayed through
Every panic attack, every “I’m not enough”
Every night my mind got rough
I just hope when you look at me today
You still see the girl that made you wanna stay
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[Outro – emotional singing]
One year ago today…
You looked happier…
I just pray I still make your heart feel safe
Even on the days I can’t save myself…
I love you…
I just hope that’s still enough.