[Vers 1 start immediately]
Verse 1
Been searching for answers
In places, that were never good for me
Getting tired of all secrets
I keep holding in,
can sleep for hours
Still feel like my body’s giving in
(Still my body’s giving in)
(Still my body’s giving in)
And when we are weak
Bad choices get picked
There’s not enough power
to even see the whole picture
Or even defend yourself
Or know what it is
That you really want
Chorus
Sorry, but I haven’t been home
I haven’t been home for far too long
When I look in the mirror
There’s a stranger looking back at me
Sorry, but I haven’t been home
Haven’t been home for far too long
In the mirror, a stranger
Can somebody else please
Just take over my life
I surrender, trying to free my mind
Verse 2
Don’t see no exit
(No exit)
Only a million reasons to stay deep in it
Then you get burned out
(Get burned out)
And sick of less
Became a danger with my white lies
Nobody has lied to me
More than myself
I think I need it, ooooh
(I think I need it)
Chorus
Sorry, but I haven’t been home
I haven’t been home for far too long
When I look in the mirror
There’s a stranger looking back at me
Sorry, but I haven’t been home
Haven’t been home for far too long
In the mirror, a stranger
Can somebody else please
Just take over my life
I surrender, trying to free my mind
[Bridge (rap / fast spoken]
Not been home lately
I look like a stranger
Nothing to lose, nothing to prove
My soul pays cash
Can’t find a fucking way out
I’m not sad
I’m not angry
It’s so damn hard for me to feel
When I feel nothing
Chasing for answers
But I don’t wanna feel nothing
(Don’t wanna feel nothing)
Final Chorus / Outro
Sorry, but I haven’t been home
I haven’t been home for far too long
When I look in the mirror
There’s a stranger looking back at me
Sorry, I am not home
Haven’t been home for far too long
A stranger looking back at me
So Cheers to everything that used to be me
Oh Cheers to everything that used to be me
Ooooh
Cheers to everything that used to be me
(Ooooh)
Tonenico
