Sane-less

Window pane the sunless rain

Cold stare off the blank, eh just another day in the life of me, battling the sane

Well now, if not you, at least I already know my name. Just another spit of more jibber jabber

Coping through all the endless chatter

Unnecessary clatter of all that’s a matte

Endless stress life’s a mess night terrors I hardly rest

With all this anxiety and non-stop propriety

And non-stop propriety kind

It all building up, how am I supposed no

No, I’m not sane-less

Not even brainless

And I can’t say I’m even stainless

Psychiatrist says "here you go"

Mind fades to black, she hopes

She hopes my mind feels less pain

Coping through the fright, I can’t help every night

My mind won’t stop racing every thoughts chasing unobtainable solutions I don’t live in delusions damn I can’t fight back this body’s adrenaline shakes anxious like tremors of earthquakes

Forward onward, me selfish? That’s unheard of can’t help the triggers but my minds unblurred of the reality not slurred of

No, I’m not sane-less

Not even brainless

And I can’t say I’m even stainless

Psychiatrist says "here you go"

Mind fades to black, she hopes

She hopes my mind feels less pain

Coping through the fright, I can’t help every night

Most don’t even know about this traumatic stress disorder always having your fight or flight on constant border most my past abusers all on recorder slightly hoarded always reminding me of my lessons emborder [slow fade end]

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