Terror In The Night

Yeah here’s a Dip in my mind Ah, yeah, Wait, now hold up gl- gl- glitch, oh my bad, just my panic stressed disorder’s random triggering, that shit don’t even know what it be littering

Can’t help that sht sticks with ya it’s the start it’s the kindling gotta stay strong n keep the mind from dwindling

If you thought my words hit deep now, if you thought that that’s all there was then let me shift through the rifting catacombs of my memory banks back in time long before the start of my college grind even the sound of your daddy’s footsteps are engraved in my mind.

Yall were the scary kind, five years I endured and all I wanted was just to be heard. You were like no you can’t fly free my little blue bird

(Thud.. drag) (thud.. drag) (thud- drag)

Quick! girl Hide back in here, close the shower curtain don’t try n look in the mirror, I just pray, hold my mouth shut. Hope he cannot hear. Who knows what or how he’d act if he knew this white girl here. I’m glad I cried those tears or wouldn’t have this me the one that’s sitting over here. Mind oh so ever clear.

I said burrRrrr why am I always shivering probably cause I woke up to you having me on lockdown the whisper chill you spoke to me is tattooed on my psychology, dude, I had to talk you down into letting go and getting off of me

Why did you wanna take me out in my sleep said you loved me. I gave you my soul when I was 16 “you ruined my life, why shouldn’t i ruin yours” those were the words that you said to me. Im mot your ward, Brutal honesty can swing like a sword so young and dumb and in love though ha ha isn’t that how it always goes though.

(Thud.. drag) (thud.. drag) (thud- drag)

Quick! Girl Hide back in here, close the shower curtain don’t try n look in the mirror, I just pray, hold my mouth shut. Hope he cannot hear. Who knows what or how he’d act if he knew this white girl here. I’m glad I cried those tears or wouldn’t have this me the one that’s sitting over here. Mind oh so ever clear.

Then I had to deal with you always stalking me. You’re so messed up in the head, and I still can’t help the night terrors that seemed to be deep down rabbit hole in my head for me. You’ll never be misled that SFLG sitting here right in thoughts mostly unsaid, and God rest your soul after they found that you were dead, sad ways of a good life who lost his own battle yet Stockholm syndrome seems the tune to the sound, took me six years to self fix the brainwashed mental damage apparently my psychiatrist found

Oh no, nah, people don’t see how powerful the mind, feelings or willpower really is

On your core leave a scar, raise the bar cause that’s just only one of the first lessons I had to learn so hard, not the last by far was nice to sit and story time with you all no worries for me there is such thing as the downfall SFLg creativity, forever always gonna stand tall