I know what to want to know, feel
I know what to want to feel, feel
I know what to want to feel free, feel
I know I want to feel big
Since I was a child, I wanted to know everything
Someone told me I couldn’t, so I started crying
I’m still crying to this day
I remember when someone told me of hell
I was so scared I started to pray again and again
Maybe I was just a child, or maybe I was rare
I remember when my uncle died
I was sure of that before it happened
I was 10 when, in a field, I saw me high, high in the sky for the first time in my life
Now I play full force, but I’m still him
I know what to want to know, feel
I know what to want to feel, feel
I know what to want to feel free, feel
I know I want to feel big
I lived so many lives that I can’t remember
I saw so many places in my short life
I was short and tall at the same time
Male or female, I don’t know what it means
I was mean sometimes, but never evil
I still cry sometimes when I think of the devil
Walking side by side near me
I saw a tree of true hope when I was 18
My first love and my first life, I was just 18
I know what to want to know, feel
I know what to want to feel, feel
I know what to want to feel free, feel
I know I want to feel big