(Verse 1)
I gave my heart like loose change in your hand,
But you spent it quick, never tried to understand.
Now I’m ghosting out quiet, fade into the night,
Hoping maybe someday, you’ll notice I was right.
(Pre-Chorus)
They tell me take another pill,
Fake a smile, pretend I’m still—
Something more than static in your room,
Another voice swallowed by the gloom.
(Chorus)
So drown me in the white noise,
Erase me with your own choice.
Ten steps to numb, ten ways to disappear,
But the silence only screams louder in my ear.
Fuck it, maybe I was just a dumb boy,
Looking for love like it was a broken toy.
(Verse 2)
Every kindness I gave turned invisible fast,
Like writing names in smoke that never lasts.
I walk away softly, don’t make a sound,
But part of me still prays you’ll turn around.
(Pre-Chorus)
They say rejoice, your pain is gone,
But the cure feels more like another song—
On repeat, with no one listening back,
Just a melody lost in the static black.
(Chorus)
So drown me in the white noise,
Erase me with your own choice.
Ten steps to numb, ten ways to disappear,
But the silence only screams louder in my ear.
Fuck it, maybe I was just a dumb boy,
Trying to fix what you used to destroy.
(Bridge)
Would you feel my absence, if I slipped away?
Or just chalk it up to another cliché?
I gave selfless care, but you tore the seams—
Guess I’ll medicate my way back into dreams.
(Outro)
Take another pill, boy,
Make another void.
Drown inside the sound—
At least there, I can’t be found.