(Verse 1)
Can’t catch a break, it’s just me again,
Four walls, one blanket, no signal, no friend.
Silence is nice ‘til it cuts like a blade,
The comfort turns poison, the color all fades.
(Pre-Chorus)
I’m too much, I feel too deep,
People leave, they never keep.
Guess it’s safer if I hide,
Just me, myself, the only side.
(Chorus)
I don’t fucking exist,
Like I’m smoke in the mist.
No purpose, no place,
Just a shadow, no face.
Everyone leaves me behind,
Echoes rattling my mind.
In the end, it’s you for yourself,
A ghost left alone on the shelf.
(Verse 2)
Another boring night, staring at the screen,
My nails look fine, but I don’t know what it means.
I’m freezing inside though I’m buried in sheets,
Chasing some warmth I can never keep.
(Pre-Chorus)
I laugh it off, but it still stings,
Even emptiness wears a ring.
I marry the silence, I marry the void,
Pretend it’s a choice, though I’m just destroyed.
(Chorus)
I don’t fucking exist,
Like I’m smoke in the mist.
No purpose, no place,
Just a shadow, no face.
Everyone leaves me behind,
Echoes rattling my mind.
In the end, it’s you for yourself,
A ghost left alone on the shelf.
(Bridge)
🌚🌝 Two faces, I wear ‘em well,
One for heaven, one for hell.
But under the mask, I’m cold to the bone,
Even the moon won’t call me its own.
(Breakdown – whispered)
Do I exist? Do I even feel?
Or am I just a thought that was never real?
(Chorus)
I don’t fucking exist,
Like I’m smoke in the mist.
No purpose, no place,
Just a shadow, no face.
Everyone leaves me behind,
Echoes rattling my mind.
In the end, it’s you for yourself,
A ghost left alone on the shelf.
(Outro)
Can’t catch a break, it’s just me again,
Four walls, one blanket, no signal, no friend.
And I don’t fucking exist…
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