Drowning inside

(Verse 1)

Woke up, another day, same old pain,

Heavy thoughts like thunder, pouring rain in my brain,

Feel like I’m drowning, but no one sees me choke,

Silence loud as ever, man, it ain't no joke.

Smiles fake, mask on, every step's a drag,

Heart's full of emptiness, dreams in a bag,

Can’t shake the shadows, they always in the room,

No matter where I go, they bloom like doom.

(Hook)

I’m fighting these demons, but they holding me down,

Wearing my smile, but inside I just drown,

I’m lost in the darkness, can’t find no way out,

This life got me twisted, don’t wanna stay now.

(Verse 2)

I hear the world move, but I’m stuck on pause,

Every minute passing got me counting the cost,

They say keep pushing, but what’s left to push?

Feeling like a ghost just lost in the bush.

People saying “chin up,” but they don’t understand,

How can I rise when I’m sinking in the sand?

Trying to speak up, but my voice don’t hit,

Suffocating silence, trapped deep in this pit.

(Hook)

I’m fighting these demons, but they holding me down,

Wearing my smile, but inside I just drown,

I’m lost in the darkness, can’t find no way out,

This life got me twisted, don’t wanna stay now.

(Bridge)

Some days I feel like it’s easier to go,

Thoughts in my mind saying, “just let it flow,”

The weight's too heavy, and I can't fake the fight,

Maybe I’ll find some peace if I close my eyes tonight.

(Outro)

I know I’m stronger, but I’m so tired inside,

Every day feels like I’m losing the ride,

Depression got me, but I ain’t backing down,

Even when I’m wishing that I wasn’t around.