I got high 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep smokein' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got high
I got high''cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get buzzed until I feel alright
I keep smokein' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got high
My life been gettin' sorta crazy, and I don't wanna think
I look myself right in the mirror, and I don't even blink
Then I get angry, take the rest, and give it right away
I know where this road goes
weedl ain't my friend, but I keep smokein 'cause these demons roam
And follow me 'round everywhere I go
It clouds my mind and soul, it turns my heart cold
But I keep smokein' 'cause it makes me feel like I'm not alone
I'm havin' problems, my pride won't let me reach out
Lookin' at this bottle, havin' nothin' but doubt
Don't wanna smoke, but it keeps comin' around and around and around
I got buzzed 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep smokein' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got high
I got high''cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get buzzed until I feel alright
I keep smokein' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got high
I know I need to quit (I need to quit)
I gotta do better (I gotta do better)
Example to these kids ('xample to these kids)
'Cause they watchin' when I'm in there, but I'm scared
'Cause I've been chasin' the man that I am when I start to smoke
He's cocky confident, and he don't give a damn what you think
This world is beatin' me down, it has pushed me right to the brink tell I smoke
I take a shot every time because, man, it helps me escape
I'm takin' care of these people, but no one takes care of me
I wanna talk to somebody, but I feel no one relates
I need better now, I think I've lost my way
I'm havin' battles with faith, it's painted right on my face
I hope better times are comin', no chase, but I'm still runnin'
I gotta take control, and I won't stop for nothin'
Dear, God, this is my test, promise that I'll do my best
Just help me with this pain I feel, and pressure that is on my chest
I got high 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get buzzed until I feel alright
I keep smokein' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got high
I got high 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep smokein' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got high