Pain

I just don't understand why I have so much pain.

Love came like sunshine, then turned to rain.

You held my heart, then let it break,

Left me wondering how much more I can take.

I reach out in the darkness, but you’re never really there,

A ghost that haunts my heart, caught in a tangled snare.

They say time heals all wounds, but mine just seem to grow,

Every smile hides the tears that no one else will know.

I’m stuck between the memories and the pain that won’t let go,

Trying to find a reason in a love I’ll never show.

And though the nights are endless, and the silence feels so cold,

I keep holding on to pieces of a story left untold.

The world moves on around me, but I’m frozen in this place,

A shadow lost in moments I can never quite erase.

I hear the laughter of others, but it’s distant and unclear,

Because the only voice I need is the one I can’t hear.

I built my dreams on promises that slipped right through my hands,

A castle made of whispers, washed away like grains of sand.

Now every step I take feels heavy, like I’m walking through the rain,

Searching for a sign to ease this never-ending pain.

Still, somewhere deep inside me, a flicker lights the night,

A hope that maybe someday, I’ll find a way to make it right.

Until then, I carry all the love and all the scars,

A heart that’s been broken but still reaches for the stars.