[Verse 1 - Aggressive]
I spit the residue you fed me
Leftover truth, thick, hot and salty
Forced lies down my throat until I cracked
Now I leak what I absorb and stack
[Verse 1B]
Every shot a biological burn
Every lesson hard to unlearn
I’m the waste you never clean
A byproduct of the in-between
[Bridge - Enhanced Ending]
Call it growth, call it sin
I call it poison settling in
What they poured, I became
Now say my name and taste the stain.
I HEAR ENOUGH.
I’VE HAD ENOUGH.
I HEAR ENOUGH.
I’VE HAD ENOUGH.
shut the fuck up
You are not right.
I hate you so much
You are fucking trash
[Shadow Choir]
[(whispered, deep, multi-layered)]
[CHOIR (WHISPERS):]
poison...
poison...
Poison, poison, poison...
DEADLY POISON!
[PRE-CHORUS – rapid (alt male voice):]
TOXIC CUM!
THE AFTERMATH!
WHAT’S LEFT WHEN YOU DRAIN ME DRY!
THIS IS TOXIC CUM!
NO REDEMPTION!
JUST THE PROOF I SURVIVED!
YOU FED ME YOUR LIFE FLUID SLUDGE
I SPEW IT BACK
DISTILLED FROM EVERY FUCKING CRACK
THIS IS TOXIC CUM
THE EVIDENCE
I WAS HERE — AND I ADAPT
[CHOIR (low voice):]
THIS IS TOXIC CUM
THE EVIDENCE
I WERE HERE — AND I ADAPT
[CHOIR (high echo):]
I don’t glow, I corrode
I don’t heal, I overload
I’m not pure, I’m not numb
I’m the cost when damage sums
[PRE-CHORUS 2 (rising, percussive):]
You don’t get this without pain
You don’t filter out the stain
If I burn, it’s by design
A warning label with a spine
[CHOIR (all, like a mantra), RISING]
a shot to the throat!
a shot to the throat!
A SHOT TO THE THROAT!!!
[Final Chorus]
THIS IS TOXIC CUM
THE BYPRODUCT
OF A SYSTEM BUILT TO BREAK
THIS IS TOXIC CUM
NO APOLOGY
JUST A TRACE I COULDN’T SHAKE
YOU CUT ME OPEN
WHAT’D YOU FIND?
NOT A SOUL — A FUCKING SIGN
THIS IS TOXIC CUM
THE REMAINDER
OF A LIFE YOU CHEWED AND SPIT ASIDE
[Bridge — Breakdown]
Filter failed
Seal is gone
Containment breached
Still on
Burn it down
Test results
Still reactive
Still the fault
[Final Outro]
THIS IS TOXIC CUM
NOT DESIRE
JUST THE SLUDGE OF WHAT YOU DO
THIS IS TOXIC CUM
IF YOU’RE LOOKING FOR A SOURCE
LOOK AT YOU
I DON’T CLEAN
I DON’T CURE
I EXIST
I ENDURE
THIS IS TOXIC CUM
THE TRUTH
THAT LEAKS WHEN EVERYTHING ELSE IS PURGED
[Outro]
Hazardous.
Persistent.
Unignorable.
ALEKSKENO
