No one knows, you don't know, they don't know
no one knows what I went threw
but I came up made threw
wasn't showing true colors but blue
for a long time was confused
pain so real it's called abused
pain story's in the ink of my tattoos
so scared to know what it's like to lose
lost my self for a moment from the story's that weren't true
cut people off cause I had to
in a dark place till I knew what to do
two path came up had to choose
the one picked really came through
bright days made it real clear
found being brave lost that fear
took time to wipe away them cold tears
found myself times twelve so I stand clear
knowing that what I had in my heart was real pier
real crazy but it made sense
fighting off that intense
made me who I am a person who's tense
hence I was at a point that was real dense
real stuff feeling fucked where it really sucked
but I took my luck
keep moving forward
with no look backs
no one knows what I went threw
but I came up made threw
wasn't showing true colors but blue
for a long time was confused
pain so real it's called abused
pain story's in the ink of my tattoos
so scared to know what it's like to lose
lost my self for a moment from the story's that weren't true
had to stay on track
even tho my whole life I've been jacked cracked where's there's no coming back I've lacked the Mac that I used to keep packed
what a pain left me drained stained strained where I felt restrained
had to get out from this place and find that place just my space is what I was needing
no longer bleeding from how I was really feeling
from what I was dealing with
had to let go
from the lies that were foretold shit over time I didn't mind then it just got old
had to strike back fight back cause I was done having that persuaded on my back carrying it around like a back pack till it got full to heavy for me to keep carrying around couldn't let that pack of lies keep me down so I kept my head up
and stayed strong kept moving on
knowing for a fact everything told about me was all wrong
14 left home meth found my mom then everything we had was all gone dad left older younger bro got into theft there was nothing left but me having hope not to make those same steps
had to brake free from those webs and proceed to keep doing my best I've pressed compressed all the engery from a century of nothing but bad memory's that became my worst enemy terribly almost needed therapy but carefully mentally steadily broke free
