I did the best I could

I’m just driving back home and thinking about how much time I have left where did the time get away for me my children are grown up and gone and have families of their own and don’t come around much anymore where did the time go I wish I could have stayed home more I feel like I have missed so much maybe if I have been better I would get the calls I love to get from home I get down and wish it would rain so people don’t see me crying from the pain I know it’s just the way it is but I feel that pain and I can’t explain it I gave it all I had I’m sorry if I wasn’t the man you need me to be I swear I’ll love you for the rest of my life I did the best I could sometimes daddy’s have to do what It takes but he never wanted to leave because he loves you so much he can’t give you all the things you need if he don’t go but one day you won’t be able to call me at all please tell me you love me every chance you get I may not be here tomorrow just know I tried wish it would rain so people don’t see me crying from the pain please tell me you love me every chance you get I may not be here tomorrow just know I tried to love you the best way I could please lord just give me the time I lost I love you forever I swear I wish it would rain just to hide these tears from the pain please lord please make it rain and hide the pain