I’m a old man now and Time did not stop for me it will not stop for you and soon you will know how much you wasted on the game and not on the family you’re going to miss the little things in life so much more than you know you will miss the sound and the noise of them running around the silence will brake your heart tear out your soul and the hardest part is learning how to live life with out them being their every day and night I wish I could turn back time and do it all over again but you only get one chance in life to do it right if I could do it again I would take a little more time I truly tried to be a good dad and I know that I was never perfect but I was a proud daddy and would have never trade it for everything that I have today but I would have loved a little more I would have held on a little longer I just need more time would have stayed home a little bit more just because of you please don’t hold it against me I thought of you every single day and that’s why I had to stay away from you because I gave you all I could