All this pain in My heart
boy I don’t rap I confess
I pour it out on these bars every scar in my chest
I been lost in my thoughts, tryna find me some peace
Every night with my demons, they don’t never sleep
I was down in the dark, had to grind for a breath,
Had to bet on myself, put my life to the test.
Fake love in my face, had to cut me a few,
Seen who really was real when the rain started through.
I ain’t chasing no clout, I just want me a way,
To provide for my fam, see a brighter day.
Heart heavy but I still keep my head to the sky
Every tear in my past made me harder inside
Keep a 4.5 on my hip just to stay alive
All these people wanna see me die
We gonna up it see these hollows bustin
I never wanted it to be this way
That’s just how life goes
Now I’m all alone headed down this road