Prompt / Lyrics
VERSE 1 If you only knew what it cost me to breathe I’m the walls in my house, yeah, they built outta me They tellin’ me to slow down, I say “watch me speed” Peepin’ through the window just to watch me bleed Window seat, I’m airborne but still grounded Heart too big for the places they found it Talkin’ to ghosts in the silence I’m surrounded Tryna make peace with the demons I’m drownin’ They want calm, I been livin’ in sirens Every win got a scar right beside it I don’t sleep, I just blink till the violence Every dream way too expensive to buy in Built from pressure and time From “you up next” to “you outta your mind” If I stall out, I vanish, I’m gone So I stay runnin’ like the end is divine Barely breathin’ but I’m still movin’ Every mark on my chest still bruisin’ ⸻ HOOK They don’t see the nights that I shake They don’t feel the pills that I take They don’t hear the promise I made So this pain don’t go to waste If you only knew what it cost me to breathe I’m these walls in my house, yeah, they built outta me They say “slow down,” I say “watch me speed” Look through the window just to see me bleed ⸻ VERSE 2 If you only knew what it took me to get here Worst fears couldn’t touch it, this shit bring tears Know it ain’t the drugs that made me this way I’m just takin’ what I’m given to survive these days Run out in a week, still function the same You couldn’t keep up even wearin’ my name Put on my Chucks, trip over the truth Shoes too big, yeah, they swallowin’ you Stay the fuck out my lane I know you think that we the same I shine too bright, put a light on you lames I don’t know what’s gotten into me But I’m sick of this industry This shop ‘bout to be history I dug myself way too deep Turnin’ these words into imagery Only way I ever sleep 48-hour days, this pressure been buildin’ me These walls flexin’ when I breathe These cigarettes is killin’ me Chain-smokin’ like the drags bring epiphanies Bad habits turn the pain into prophecies Ain’t really no stoppin’ me That’s why they all knockin’ me They can’t do what I do, so they throwin’ shade — anomaly Better study astrology If you thinkin’ ‘bout toppin’ me
Duration
3:24
Instrumental
No
Created
1/19/2026