I’m Not Mad, I’m Just Fine

You were late to my birthday

Showed up laughing

Wrong café

Said you’re “bad at time and feelings”

Guess I’m bad at walking away

You still wear my old band tee

Cut the sleeves and called it free

Every time you say you’re “sorry”

You sound kinda proud of me

I’m not mad

I’m just fine

(yeah, I’m fine, I’m fine)

Screaming in the car with the windows up

Telling my friends I don’t care that much

I’m not mad

I’m just fine

Can’t stop checking if you’re online

If this is “over

” why’s it on my mind?

I’m not mad

I’m just

I’m not mad

I’m just fine

You still text me your weird dreams

“Met your mom and bought ice cream”

How’s it still so complicated

When we’re barely even a thing?

Said you “need a little distance”

Then you liked my post in seconds

You’re a habit

You’re a headache

You’re my favorite wrong decision

I’m not mad

I’m just fine

(yeah, I’m fine, I’m fine)

Screaming in the car with the windows up

Telling my friends I don’t care that much

I’m not mad

I’m just fine

Can’t stop checking if you’re online

If this is “over

” why’s it on my mind?

I’m not mad

I’m just

I’m not mad

I’m just fine

Maybe I’ll block you

Maybe I won’t

Type out “I hate you”

Then hit “don’t”

You’re in my head like

Every line

If this is healing

Why’s it feel like

I’m not mad

I’m just fine

(yeah, I’m fine, I’m fine)

Screaming in the car with the windows up

Telling my friends I don’t care that much

I’m not mad

I’m just fine

Can’t stop checking if you’re online

If this is “over

” why’s it on my mind?

I’m not mad

I’m just

I’m not mad

I’m just fine