The hole in my heart.

I remember when we could play and laugh have fun together when times were simpler then. But now I’m here and you’re over there I got a knife in my back and I never even noticed it was there.. And when I did it was always to late I never had a chance to recuperate and now I’m in the ditch with no one to pull me out..

You put that knife in my back again but this time it was different I finally noticed how painful it was.. it never hurt til the damage was done you told me you loved me with all your heart but I guess that heart was pretty small..

You said you were my ride or die but that ride killed us both there wasn’t even a ride for you it was always just a chance to kill me again and again all it was was just an adrenaline rush no more fun and no more hugs you ruined me and my whole life now I will never be the same..

You put that knife in my back again but this time it was different I finally noticed how painful it was.. it never hurt til the damage was done you told me you loved me with all your heart but I guess that heart was pretty small..

This time you put it deep it really hurt way more than the last Scars can heal but my heart can’t.. it’ll never close but my eyes will. To block out all of you I can’t go on you’ve killed me.. with a smile on your face like a disgrace but in all honesty.. I’m the disgrace

You put that knife in my back again but this time it was different I finally noticed how painful it was.. it never hurt til the damage was done you told me you loved me with all your heart but I guess that heart was pretty small..