(fast emotional rap × EDM)
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(Verse 1)
Work goes fine, life looks clean,
But there's a storm behind the scene.
Got mistakes I carry every day,
Still trying to learn from the words I can’t say.
She forgave me twice, I don’t know how,
She’s too good for a broken me right now.
I’m rebuilding slow from the mess I made,
Trying to show love I never really gave.
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(Pre-Chorus)
Everyone says I’m okay, but they don’t see
The part of me I keep on fighting secretly.
I wish I deserved her, wish I could believe
The person she sees, instead of what I see.
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(Chorus – EDM drop, catchy)
So I take a break, I just need some space,
Load up a game, disappear in that space.
People think I’m lazy, or running away,
But I’m just trying to make it through another day.
Time-out mode when my head gets loud,
Trying not to break, so I shut things down.
I don’t wanna fall, I don’t wanna drown—
So I stay here, somehow.
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(Verse 2)
Sometimes with my parents it gets hard to stand,
Wish I could make them proud like they planned.
But I keep missing expectations they made,
And I feel like I’m stuck in the shade.
Got a sister who deserves a hero type,
But I feel like I’m never that right.
Trying to be someone she looks up to,
But I’m learning life slower than I wanted to.
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(Pre-Chorus – emotional)
People say I’m “good,” but I disagree,
I only see the parts I don’t wanna be.
I’m not the son or brother I should be yet,
But I’m trying every day, don’t forget.
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(Chorus – EDM build & drop)
So I take a break, I just need some space,
Load up a game, disappear in that place.
People think I’m wasting my time away,
But I’m just keeping dark thoughts at bay.
Time-out mode when my head gets loud,
Trying not to break, so I shut things down.
I don’t wanna fall, I don’t wanna drown—
So I stay here, somehow.
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(Bridge – calm EDM + soft rap)
I don’t want to hurt the ones I love most,
So sometimes I just turn into a ghost.
Not to vanish… just to calm inside,
Till I’m okay again to be by their side.
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(Verse 3 – dream & purpose)
I write songs for gamers in the late night vibe,
For the ones who feel too much inside.
Maybe someone listens and feels less alone,
And that’s worth more than being known.
If I ever go big, I don’t need fame,
Just wanna help my family all the same.
Give them peace, give them light,
Make something good out of this fight.
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(Last Chorus – EDM)
So I take a break, I just need some space,
Load up a game to escape my place.
People don’t get why I stay online,
But it’s how I keep myself in line.
Time-out mode when my feelings crash,
Just trying not to burn or break like glass.
I don’t wanna fall, I don’t wanna drown—
So I keep holding on… somehow.
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