[verse1]
Trapped in a vicious cycle
I rip open my wounds
The wounds of poisoned memories
And loosing the controll
[verse2]
You all know the happy face I put on
But you don't see the demon locked inside
You don't know what happens when it's unleashed
When poisoned thoughts take hold of me
[Bridge]
What am I fighting for?
I can't ignore this battle in my head
What am I fighting for?
I can't resist the relapse
[Chorus]
I'm lost on my path
haunted by my past
crying out for help
but to numb from my failures
[Bridge2]
I'm breaking under my druged past
[verse3]
You think I have a choice
But it has controll of me
I just want to be free
But that menacing voice keeps me trapped
[verse4]
The door is locked again
I want to be alone
isolated from you
so you don't see the monster inside me
[Bridge]
What am I fighting for?
I can't ignore this battle in my head
What am I fighting for?
I can't resist the relapse
[Chorus]
I'm lost on my path
haunted by my past
crying out for help
but to numb from my failures
[Bridge2]
I'm breaking
I'm breaking under my druged past
[Bridge3]
My walls are painted with all my wounds
I scream out that I'm not okay
but it gets lost in the darkness
[verse5]
Deep down, I know I'm wrong
I don't know where I belong
I'm trying to be strong
But my past is tearing me away from you
[verse6]
There's only one way left
The final road
I don't want to go
But I'm blind, so I can't see any other way out
[Bridge2]
I'm breaking
I'm breaking
I'm breaking under my druged past