Breaking Underneath

Trapped in a vicious cycle

I rip open my wounds

The wounds of poisoned memories

And loosing the controll

You all know the happy face I put on

But you don't see the demon locked inside

You don't know what happens when it's unleashed

When poisoned thoughts take hold of me

What am I fighting for?

I can't ignore this battle in my head

What am I fighting for?

I can't resist the relapse

I'm lost on my path

haunted by my past

crying out for help

but to numb from my failures

I'm breaking under my druged past

You think I have a choice

But it has controll of me

I just want to be free

But that menacing voice keeps me trapped

The door is locked again

I want to be alone

isolated from you

so you don't see the monster inside me

What am I fighting for?

I can't ignore this battle in my head

What am I fighting for?

I can't resist the relapse

I'm lost on my path

haunted by my past

crying out for help

but to numb from my failures

I'm breaking

I'm breaking under my druged past

My walls are painted with all my wounds

I scream out that I'm not okay

but it gets lost in the darkness

Deep down, I know I'm wrong

I don't know where I belong

I'm trying to be strong

But my past is tearing me away from you

There's only one way left

The final road

I don't want to go

But I'm blind, so I can't see any other way out

I'm breaking

I'm breaking

I'm breaking under my druged past