[Intro]
Late night, eyes red
Same couch, same thread
Talk soft to the ceiling fan
Say a prayer with a shaky hand (yeah)
[Verse 1]
I’ve been scrolling through the ghosts in my phone
Every name feel colder than stone
Everybody say “hit me if you need”
But they vanish when I bleed, so I bleed on my own
Got a Bible on the nightstand, dust on the cover
Mama voice in my head say “trust who you under”
Demons at the door, got they ear to the wood
They don’t knock, they just curl in the corners I stood
I feel hands on my back that I can’t see
Granddad in my grin, grandma in my grief
I’m surrounded in the silence, still it’s loud in me
They want my joy, I keep a lock on the key (hey)
[Chorus]
I’m tired of being alone
God got me, I know
Ancestors in my bones
Talking every time I fold
Evil spirits on my line
Tryna pull me from the light
I want an angel on my side
But she got a man tonight
She got a man tonight (yeah)
She got a man tonight
I want an angel on my side
But she got a man tonight
[Verse 2]
She hit me with “I’m praying for you, friend”
Heart dropped like the call just ended
I been looking at her ring like a fence
And I ain’t tryna jump, but I’m tense, yeah I’m tense
She glow when she laugh, I just laugh then I sink
I drink less now, still I drown when I think
Why the one that feel heaven got a seat in the pew
Next to someone that ain’t even see her like I do, that’s cruel
I know that ain’t my road, that’s the test though
Gotta let it go, let my chest grow
If it’s meant, it’ll bend through the stress smoke
If it’s not, let my heart turn the page slow
So I lean on the Spirit when I’m restless
Talk to the past like a best friend
Hear ‘em say “boy, you protected”
Even when love feel rented
[Chorus]
I’m tired of being alone
God got me, I know
Ancestors in my bones
Talking every time I fold
Evil spirits on my line
Tryna pull me from the light
I want an angel on my side
But she got a man tonight
She got a man tonight (oh)
She got a man tonight
I want an angel on my side
But she got a man tonight
[Bridge]
Hands up in the dark like “can you feel this?”
Heart heavy but it still keep rhythm
I’m in the middle of the war, same kitchen
Same plate, same pain, same mission
If they watching from above, let ‘em guide me
If the shadows wanna dance, let ‘em try me
I ain’t walking by sight, that’s blinding
I got wings in the words that remind me (yeah)
[Chorus]
I’m tired of being alone
God got me, I know
Ancestors in my bones
Talking every time I fold
Evil spirits on my line
Tryna pull me from the light
I want an angel on my side
But she got a man tonight
She got a man tonight
She got a man tonight (yeah)
I want an angel on my side
But she got a man tonight