Hello My God

Hello my God,

I’m not here to question your throne

But I’m building on faith and still feel alone

I laid the foundation with prayer and truth

But every door I knock on just says “remove”

I gave my all, I gave my best

But failure’s the only thing I seem to get

They say you bless the work of our hands

So why does mine keep sinking in sand?

I’m not asking for riches or fame

Just a chance to build in your name

But every pitch gets turned away

And every “no” feels like you walked away

Where are you in the struggle, Lord?

When I’m trying to build what I can’t afford

When I’m mocked for doing business right

And darkness tries to dim my light

I’m still a believer, still holding on

But I’m tired, Lord, and the nights are long

So if you hear me, please don’t delay

I need your strength to face another day

They say “keep going,” but they don’t see

The weight of building with integrity

In a world that profits off deceit

Where truth gets trampled under feet

I’ve been laughed at, passed by, shut down

Told I’m too “clean” to run this town

But I won’t sell out, won’t compromise

Even when it costs me every dime

I had a dream the devil made me an offer

Said “take the shortcut, be a baller”

But I said no—I’d rather be broke

Than build success on a lie or a joke

So I stayed in the fire, stayed in the fight

But Lord, I need you to show me the light

I’m not asking for ease, just a sign

That this path I’m on is still divine

Where are you in the struggle, Lord?

When I’m trying to build what I can’t afford

When I’m mocked for doing business right

And darkness tries to dim my light

I’m still a believer, still holding on

But I’m tired, Lord, and the nights are long

So if you hear me, please don’t delay

I need your strength to face another day

Hello my God,

I’m not giving up, I’m just worn thin

Trying to build a legacy that honors Him

So I’ll end this prayer with faith again

Still a believer…

Amen.