Not Going Back

[Verse]
Shadows on the wall, her voice a ghost callin'
Tears in her eyes, but my heart ain't fallin'
She said she changed, but the past still looms
Tried to bury us deep, but we dug our own tombs
Hands on my chest, beggin' me to rewind
But the clock's broken, left us stuck in time
Her words sweet poison, I ain't drinkin' no more
Locked the door to my soul, threw away the key for sure
[Prechorus]
Once I was drowning, she was the wave
Now I’m the shipwreck, but I won’t be saved
[Chorus]
I’m not going back, that life is dead
You killed that part of me, left it unsaid
I burned the bridge, now the fire’s my guide
You can cry all you want, but I won’t rewind
[Verse 2]
Violin strings sing the pain of my choice
Bassline thumps like the echo of my voice
She said "remember?"—I said "I can't forget"
Every scar on my heart, you inked and you set
No second chapters, no pen to the page
Every word was a war, every look a cage
Now the air I breathe don’t taste like regret
Freedom tastes bitter, but it’s all I got left

trap, blues, lo-fi, rap, r&b, soul, emotional, soulful, sad, driven by heavy basslines and lo-fi beats. incorporates bluesy violin melodies and r&b undertones to evoke raw emotion and depth. male vocals recommended., beats, bassline, violin