[Verse 1]
You scroll that screen
my name stays silent
I talk in paragraphs
you answer with an icon
I dress up for you
you’re late and half awake
say you’re just tired
I say I’m fine, my chest aches
[Chorus]
If love is pain
then I’m addicted
cut myself on every word
but I’m still in it
You tear me down
I build the story
I keep on bleeding out for you
like losing’s glory
[Verse 2]
I slam the door
you barely turn your head
I cry in the bathroom
you laugh with your friends
You cancel our plans
I cancel my pride
tell everyone I’m busy
so they don’t see I’m lied to
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I could walk
I could pack my bags tonight
drive till the map runs out
leave your shadow in the porch light
But every time I reach the handle
your old kindness pulls me back
I love you like a bad religion
knees on glass, heart off track
[Chorus]