[Verse 1]
Ash in my lungs
smoke in my sweater
Bite on my tongue
say it’ll get better
House full of ghosts
photos on the freezer
Laugh at my phone
lie like a preacher
Every red flag
I wore it like fashion
Every soft word
I twisted to passion
You said “I’m fine”
eyes cold, glassy
Now my heart’s rust
black, ugly, taxing
[Chorus]
Weed in my veins, can’t kill this pain
You walked away, I stayed the same
Burned out love, all that remains
Is rage in my throat
and your name in my brain
Weed in my veins, can’t kill this pain
Thought we were carved in skin, not sand
You broke my trust, broke both my hands
Now I punch these walls
till they understand
[Verse 2]
Chain on my neck
feels like your fingers
Claw at my chest
your perfume lingers
Friends say “forget”
drink till it’s distant
But I see your face
in every instant
Couch full of crumbs
empty prescriptions
You were the cure
you were the addiction
Scroll through your pics
till my eyes are burning
You found new love
I found returning
[Chorus]
Weed in my veins, can’t kill this pain
You walked away, I stayed the same
Burned out love, all that remains
Is rage in my throat
and your name in my brain
Weed in my veins, can’t kill this pain
Thought we were carved in skin, not sand
You broke my trust, broke both my hands
Now I punch these walls
till they understand
[Bridge]
I don’t want peace
I want it to hurt
Rip out the roots
drag them through dirt
You were my home
now you’re my hex
I hate that I still
miss your text (fuck)
[Chorus]
Weed in my veins, can’t kill this pain
You walked away, I stayed the same
Burned out love, all that remains
Is rage in my throat
and your name in my brain
Weed in my veins, can’t kill this pain
Screaming your name till I can’t stand
You broke my heart, turned it to sand
Now I’m all that’s left
and I don’t understand