[Verse 1]
I learned to count by headstones
Tiny shoes by a folded dress
Toys still lined up in the hallway
Dust on the frames they left
Six years old with a suitcase
Neighbors whisper in the hall
I grew up fast in borrowed bedrooms
Talking to cracks in the wall
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I got twenty-one scars
But I'm still breathing
Every night hurts
But I'm still here
I carry all the ghosts that tried to break me
Turned every broken year into a souvenir
I lost everything too early
But I won something in the pain
I got twenty-one scars
And somehow
I can stand in the rain
[Verse 2]
You wore my hoodie in the summer
Laughing loud in the second row
One red ribbon in your hairband
Then blue lights on the road
Seventeen felt like an ending
Empty chair at graduation sand
Folded program in my pocket
Shaking
But I still took the stand
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[Bridge]
Some nights I drive past that old house
Park outside
Let the engine run
Say their names into the rearview
One by one by one
I’m not the boy they buried pieces of
I’m the man that grew from what they took
I write their birthdays on my calendar
Live the life they never could
[Chorus]