Firts song

I’ve been running from the mess I made

Can’t escape all of my mistakes

Every memory is burning holes

And I’m tired of pretending I’m okay

Empty bottles on the bedroom floor

You’re the only one I’m missing more

I can’t lie, I still feel the same

Even though I know I drove you away

I swear I tried to change, I swear I tried to heal

But I’m still stuck in the past, nothing ever feels real

I wish you would stay, but I know you won’t

I keep replaying all the things I did wrong

Now I’m here alone, and it cuts so deep

I hate myself for all the promises I couldn’t keep

Yeah, I wish you would stay

But I know you won’t

Late nights and the city lights

I still hear your voice in my mind

Every song just reminds me now

Of the way we were before it died

I keep scrolling through the photographs

We were young and we were built to crash

I’m so tired of saying I’m fine

When you’re the only thing I’m trying to find

I swear I tried to change, I swear I tried to heal

But I’m still stuck in the past, nothing ever feels real

I wish you would stay, but I know you won’t

I keep replaying all the things I did wrong

Now I’m here alone, and it cuts so deep

I hate myself for all the promises I couldn’t keep

Yeah, I wish you would stay

But I know you won’t

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Maybe someday you’ll understand

That I was broken, I did the best I can

And if you ever feel alone

Just know my heart was yours to hold

I wish you would stay, but I know you won’t

I keep replaying all the things I did wrong

Now I’m here alone, and it cuts so deep

I hate myself for all the promises I couldn’t keep

Yeah, I wish you would stay

But I know you won’t

I wish you would stay

But I know you won’t